My intellectual dreamboat told me today that he is proud of me “for being a strong person with an independent mind and a caring heart!" Guys I have the BEST career mentor.
Everyone should own a pair of shoes that makes them feel the way I feel in my bad-bitch-in-charge boots: strong, tall, proud, confident, and sexy.
I enjoy controlled loneliness. I like wandering around the city alone. I’m not afraid of coming back to an empty flat and lying down in an empty bed. I’m afraid of having no one to miss, of having no one to love.
I’m stuck between wanting:
1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love
2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet
3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career
Note to self: wear electric blue skinny jeans with badass-bitch-in-charge boots more often. Results may be surprising.